Steven Karl
Elegy at the Cinema for Deaths Real & Imagined
Horror I am
falling for it
like I always fall
for it this time
of year when pumpkins
are carved fangs
& bat sonar set
to feast brisk
breeze while
sun slips air
slowly turns color
of smoke threading
through last blue
& it calls to me
as it has called
to you twisted
desire to watch
madmen running
through wood
with revving chainsaw
or it’s Friday so let’s
let Jason play here’s
a hockey mask
& blunt wood seduce me
with urban hymns written
for final girl while
pretty skulls makeup
morning face button
up expensive shirts pull
up pressed trousers
white knuckles pulling tight
an argyle tie silent sounds
obnoxious accumulations
offshore privileges
belabored crystal chandeliers
stiff backs robotic legs move
in rhythm to dance
track loose light while
it filters through
abandon house climb
a hill to greet
haunting hereafter noose in
an antique amulet fading bronze
barn in a forgotten
town hunt moves
through too-tall corn
“He Who Walks
Behind the Rows”
thrash guitars mugging
sky cult kiddos
with bloodied choppers
flower crowns wilting
in hair slacker
slashers file into streets
top-secret hackers reeking
in airtight doom rooms
80s malls forever
our screens the screams
of teens every parents’
fear & perverse dream
ah there’s familiar Freddy
newly manicured
so settle in this is going
to be classic
male violence
she sits with witching
eyes warming
waters & bears
with nowhere to
go radioactive ribs
alien feelings under
ominous moon cliché
full shadows of
fools ignore the
feeling of fear
tremble if you
must banal waking
hours horror almost
invisible comes to
play—
Elegy at the Cinema for Deaths Real & Imagined
I horror birth
month of a dead
sister death month
of an uptight father
follow spray-
painted patterns around
manhole path beneath
overpass dreary dark
portals into another
month of decomposing
pumpkins I run
from October’s
hauntings a boy
following oversized rabbit
head into alternative universe
a pain pricks clear
pure fantasy of self-delusion
shimmers on silver
screen popcorn spills
despite horror occasional
laughs lust blooms bright
in the shadow as lips
smack & lock
in seat to my left
I love tiny
terror the moment
the entire theater
goes completely black
& then we’re back
blinded in cinematic
light scream on screen
someone else
eyes an escape
there is too much
time on clock
& body count miniscule
so satiate the perversity
of a select subset
& add another
squeal to the murder
mystery outside beyond
the city in some nearby
suburb they sleep while
moonflowers claw blooms
along fence sky
a fixed eye
carpeted in tinsel
to exit in a crowd
only to find
myself alone
in an emptied
public garden for a second
a pervasive silence then
city kicks back
in hip hop
bleeding through
car windows burning
rubber on asphalt each
step I take a deeper
sleet of sleep may
my dreams be simple
gray slate in the morning
I will wake & sing
song of ash & hereafter—
Double Feature
a cult of light/ little life’s rebellion/ in voice-over verge of personal politics/ I told you so many words/stand vast empires/ many words/ stand for vast emptiness/ & viewer in shared momentum/ believes monument/ grainy films slur/scratchy love of others/love for others/ although motif of flash/ that suddenness of light/ motif flash-back reveals/ its messed up inside weather/ a cut of light falls/ upon this human thing/ natural tendency to craze/ pinball pings such vigor/ then gutters/ but I’m here for the whole show/ 80s nostalgia perms/ palette of soft pastels/ puking skulls of glitter/ crushed souls/ cue weird synths/ an extra-large popcorn’s worth of menace/ soundtracked with sip of mystery/ an overstuffed actor made up for grand exit/ dying to live on in memory/ one verse follows another/ other characters/ fervently covered in dull cinematic head sacks/ that fail into a deeper black/ because song says entertain us/ because idiocy has become entertainment/ abandoned arena flooding in fake light/ an alabaster alley of imagination aglow/ with idiot dribble/ spectacle lane open/ simple drive to basket/ nobody back a three clings rim/ outside unlucky rabbit skitters/ into street colliding with oncoming car/splintered shadow/ shard gash into life cycle/ multiple narratives drone thru cineplex/ Friday night/ burn tree mouths/ unwhispher/ can’t resist obstinate sky/ calling alone/ alienated nude branch/ spending songs as last breaths/ waiting an odd hatchet falls/ forecasting we forgot/ how to live in it/ cricket with manic leg rub/call it narrative/ because it means more/ & final voice-over inhales breath/ crown of wilted daises/this staged/ staging of summer/ light exhales/
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Steven Karl is the author of three poetry books, I HRT the Cult Years: Empty Empire of Aftersong (VA Press, 2024), Sister (Noemi Press, 2016) and Dork Swagger. He is the author of several chapbooks including If Your Lungs Are Skyed Make the Scar Song Echo Until All The Winged Things Bleed Your Poetry (Bloof Books, 2023). His creative nonfiction has been published in or is forthcoming from LIT, The Spectacle, Maiden Magazine, and the e-book, The First Time I heard My Bloody Valentine. Originally from Philadelphia, he divides his time between Boston and Tokyo.